To Tash

Didn’t feel the heat

from the sun

Just the ice

in my lungs.

heart of the equator

thought I’d see you later

when I lost you

Everything became secondary

still hesitate to go cemetery

I lost you in secondary

and listen

I stopped writing on my phone 


so when it blows 


it won't take me out my zone 

i'm ready for it 
i'm betting on it 


A plethora of women 
in white await me 


faith never 
shaken or stirred 
can't test me 


i'm speechless 
i'm useless 


keep the blame on me 
pour the shame on me 

why didn't i notice? 
cause when i finally did 


your life fell from focus 
i knew God needed you 


but i needed you more 



didn't matter 
how much i'd post 
cause it's still fact
the fact that I needed you most. 


never got over it 
they say i never knew you 
that i never saw you 
but i still see you 
and i still miss you 


how could i forget you 
with death, there is no immunity 
so diplomatic it's erratic 
shaped me for the community 


but my loss left me static 


tomorrow ain't promised 

but death is, 
and i still don't get it 


man i hate this 


i sent you a message 
couple years too late 
i wish you coulda read it 
trying to fill a blank slate 



a bastion for the people 
wish we had more time 
so this song would have a sequel 

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